Ten Strength Duncan ([info]barrios) wrote,
@ 2008-08-26 17:51:00
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New semester. Thoughts and observations two days in:

Buying textbooks is everybody's favorite part of school. I got off alright though, through a combination of buying used books on line, generous people, and simply opting not to buy my computer science text. I thought I was going to get off super light on my physics book, which is this $180 asshole brick of a book we're supposed to lug around for 3 semesters. Only this is the last semester my school will be using it, so it will be completely useless to me come December. Being that it is uncomfortably large, I know a guy who had his unbound and 3 hole punched so he could carry only the sections he needed around. He gave me the section I need, so for the price of a 3 ring binder (four bucks) I get to avoid buying and carrying the thing. Except it turned out to be a different asshole brick of a book than I need, so I still need to buy that fucker. Buying used is usually pretty good, except they rarely list the edition number, so I'm always worried about getting hosed.

Still, I'll probably get away with spending less than $250 on books this semester, which is pretty good. The goodness is blunted by the fact that I have to buy two of these damned classroom clickers. I am really unhappy about that. The physics department doesn't like the model that the University chose to be the standard, so I have to buy a separate one just for that class.

This wouldn't be a problem if I had money. Solution: Get money.

Here are some interesting numbers.

Physics: 5:48
Calculus: 4:31
Discrete Math: 1:34
Computer Science: 4:44

Those are the female:male ratios of students who showed up to my classes. This is at a school in which the entire student population is 55% female. Now, I never intended to pick up any nerd girls in my nerd classes, but this still bothers me only because it seems to reinforce the stereotype about women, math and science. Also, it was funny but sad to hear the room fall silent and watch 30 nerds all stare at the one girl when she entered the room this morning.

While I am looking forward to my classes, I can't say I don't regret not applying myself more when I was younger and going to a better school. Oops.



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[info]pragmaticpest
2008-08-27 04:24 pm UTC (link)
Have you looked into work on campus yet? Maybe you just sell weed.

Are you planning on pursuing a masters or PhD when you're finished? Where would you want to go?

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[info]barrios
2008-08-28 03:05 am UTC (link)
I haven't looked into any sort of work yet. Maybe I'm not yet ready for more rejection. I actually gave serious thought to selling drugs earlier in the year. I decided against it, thinking that it would bring on too much stress and paranoia, and I'd have to deal with some scumbags from time to time. However since then I have observed that most people I meet who do it seem rather relaxed all the time.

While I'd like to earn higher degrees, I haven't made any plans about what I will do after I get my BS. It has been my belief that the future is too unpredictable to effectively plan for, so I never bother. On consideration of where this attitude has gotten me compared to the things I could have done with just a bit of effort, I have just now determined that I should probably give planning a try.

Since I didn't care for so long, my record with school is pretty spotty, which may prevent me from getting into some schools. I will work hard from now on, though. I don't have any specific schools in mind, but I'd like to go to one that specializes in science. I think I will always be poor, though.

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